I.
then I am left with the king:
the plastic clicks as he thuds back and forth
and the pawn
who can only look forward
is still stuck
then I must decide:
the quick and painless way
into the pocket of white guards ahead,
or should I instead keep running
in frantic circles,
tighter and tighter?
I see triumph in your eyes and instead I--
lost in the web
of strategies I will never know
losing a game I've never known how to win
I call defeat
II.
there is a metaphor there
somewhere
and something about life
and the other people
who know